Watching the stars till they are gone...

Driving

2011-12-28T02:30:00.002+08:00

OK so I feel like blogging now. :P
Currently I'm at genting. This is how my hotel room look.:D

This is how the bed looks like.

Living room to bed room~

~Tv~

Bathroom. That is a Jacuzzi.

The place I'll be doing my BPS Report.

I got a little bit carried away while doing my report just now. I went to see the photos I shot with my former class during the vietnam trip!

My lovely class.( Not everyone present)

I really miss that class! Good luck to them!

Amazing Grace

2011-12-12T00:32:00.001+08:00

As I have said in my twitter imma going to blog today. Today was not the day I really enjoyed. So yeah she keep popping up my mind non stop... How I wish we can get closer or something but then... I dont know lar. Ok so I'm going to china next week. Yes again. IDK why my dad like china so much... I know it's a good place to start a business now at there yeah. They are getting stronger in terms of market. So they said that going to visit what family I mean What Da Fuck you talking about. I mean like 18 years of my life then boom a relative in china. Serious I have some one related to me in china.. I dont give a damn about it. I also not that close to my dad side family so I dont really wanna care about it. I think Imma gonna do vlog at erm the whole trip i think or I just slack all the way man. So havent really started doing project, I think tml will do lo.

So today I came across a video. It's call I like you. It is something more like a skit than a song. yeah. The girl which is called Julie Zhan really look like her how I wish my story with her was like this but i guess...
Yeah this is the video. Watch and enjoy ~

Foolish person

2011-09-08T22:27:00.003+08:00

Yea....I guess you dont know what is in my heart now.
Not really in the tip top mode now I guess.

Getting heartache all over and over again.

Till now I have never gave someone so much attention.

Yea I guess this is how it goes i guess... Totally so not cool....

What did you do to my brain limbic system's amygdala?

Yea I'm going to change my blog song again.

If you have the time or the chance to see it, click the video those lyrics are the words I want to say to you. Yes is you dont think to much!

Falling

2011-09-03T00:20:00.001+08:00

The real answer is , I did fall for you too.

Swimming!

2011-08-19T19:39:00.004+08:00

So is this nice? You got my Fb,Twitter,hp no,msn,skype.

Tell me!!!

我好肥阿。。
I feel so fat!

快要跳进水了。
Plunging into the pool already.

今天是一个美好的一天。真好游泳比赛终于结束了。虽然没有拿到奖杯可是我的时间进步了好爽阿。

English

Ok so I was going to blog in chinese today just Chinese but that one lady insisted me to blog in english so i shall huh.

ok here it goes~~~
So this week was a very very busy week man. Damn! So finally the competition has ended. Although I never got any medal but my timing improved Wow! A fucking 2 second you know!

My timing is like 2 weeks 1 second minus. If there is training lar. 36sec finally hit my target but then now i have a new timing to aim 29 sec and below. Wah those national swimmer 25sec below. I want to be like them but not on the attitude side lar. Quite cocky lor their attitude. Confirm we 1st one already lar.... Wth man. So today event was a relay event. 50 Meter breaststroke and 50 meter front crawl. Again my coach put me at the lousy team... So sian... I think the breaststroke one came in 6th or 7th... Then the freestyle 5th. I was the last one for the freestyle one. Damn my team super super slow but we manage to close the gap 2th and 4th swimmer.(I'm the 4th one :D) So when the 3rd guy came my team was the last one damn so disappointing. I wanted to scold that ass for the moment but then I plunge. New technique of plunging. The leg put at the second line. Then you'll plunge further and deeper + nicer. Then so I swam so fast I swear so fast. My brain was like wah siao lao lar last event cannot be last one if not very throw face. There I blaze all the way back home. So those guys was at the 25 meter there i guess then my team say I swam so fast and won them. I have no idea is it truth but all right I will take that as the truth. There the ang mor teacher from bishan gave me a ride back to sch wah so good. HAHAH!
For rewarding myself for breaking my timing I shall reward myself with a new swimming trunk.

So tell me huh!

Exams are so coming! Swimming has finished. So now is all about studying.
POA is getting worse!
Gosh need to re cap.
Tml study time.

Xiao yuan ar Xiao yuan ar tsk tsk!Can dont so sian a not. HAHAHA!

为什么

2011-08-16T18:55:00.002+08:00

这是今天的照片。

最近比较忙。我的数学腿部了。非常不满意。今天我有挖出来多一个秘密。

我的心就觉得一点酸。。。像我这种人要等到要结婚才能找到那个最心爱的女人。我今年非常想谈个恋爱但是我看做不成了吧。。。这个星期四就是游泳比赛了。Wah我好紧张哦！朋友们都有读书不能去为我打气。我呢就应该练好我的书而不是在爱情发面发胀。那如果你真的跟他走了请你告诉我吧。

就换了一首新歌。。。

这首歌有那个英文translation在你面。就这首歌能把我的感情表达出来。

我看没什么机会了吧。我还是尊重外婆的话好了。

在这个黑暗的世界我永远。。。。

PoA

2011-08-11T18:01:00.003+08:00

Picture of the day

So today with have POA test and I'm so dissapointed abt it cuz I have no idea how to do...

Ok so yea. OFA exam tml that is the real deal man. Yo Imma outta here!
Oh when lunch with jun de at amk today. Yea we talked about girls. So yea we came to a conclusion that we can only have a real love when the age reach so for now lets study.

Ps: 在不走我就走了。。。。

CPF

2011-08-10T20:21:00.002+08:00

All right so there is school today.
Erm When to CPF center today at the town area one.

Yup played some games and of course my team on but then again winning isnt everything.
So yea they have a little buffet and HELL YEA THE SPRING ROLL WAS SO DAMN NICE. I'm still craving for it right now HAHAHHA!
All right class start at 8 tml and POA class test too...

Life

2011-08-09T12:18:00.007+08:00

Heh I dont wear shirt at home

Like so white lor.

Life
Life is something that erm we cant really control it.

People always ask me why is life so hard...

I told them if life was easy, is this still life?

Like what Ben Stien say "The first step to getting the things you want out of life is this: Decide what you want.

So really you gotta Decide what you want in life.
Decide

Plan

Action

This 3 words always remember it.

Decide what you really want to achieve in life, then you plan how you want to walk toward the life you really wanted. Then ACTION. If you decided and planned this is the last and the most difficult one. Till now I haven't end that action yet it's so long and tough but then those simple joys of life make me keep going more. So if I can do it, why not you?

Love

Now talking about love, although I never been in a relationship before or what but a mere crush can make my mind stimulating the dating and stuff. Sure it hurts when things dont go what you really one but then hey, This is your life. It's not their so please move on. I know it's hard but then if you keep staying at the past, you can't make a bright future. Like what Robin Sharma said, You can't craft a superb future by remaining stuck in your past. The disney Creator say Keep moving forward that why disney is so famous now. So keep moving forward. Yes! You all also know I want to find a girlfriend and stuff but then seeing how people got hurt really it question me, what if one day some one i love got hurt badly by me. I dont need anyone to cry for me. Your tears save it up, Not worth enough for you to shed a tear for me. Maybe perhaps I'll most likely stay single for life i guess. Lets see how things go all right. It hurts me so much.. so much you know so...그만해 울지마.

BL

2011-08-08T23:03:00.003+08:00

Smile of the day(HEHE )

Cards for the day

Ohhhh Today is National day eve.

Woke up at 5 .20am today.

BL was organizing the event so we need to go sch early.
The running of the event was rather fun yea like those same old same old events?

I was taking IQP instead of IQB.

What in the damnation... IQP 3 people showed up only.

Then when 10 reach I told them they want go where also can lor (Good huh)
Then Tiffany( president of BL) told me and BK to guard the Gate lor.
Bing Kun like that job so much that he told me he want to do this next time.
The security guard was rather friendly talk talk talk all the way.
Then de brief then went to eat long john with jun de, he ate all my cheese...
After that I went to airport to collect my card.
Then I just came back from the dinner not nice leh. Im still hungry now.

I hope that gum in my mouth will fill my hunger.

That smile of the day pic clear huh! HAHAH!

That is the power of samsung Galaxy S II.

Ps: My dear Xiao Yuan ar

must be happy huh...Please huh

Look to the brighter side of life,

Use those simple joys of life

to be your power of your life.

Live for the future & not the past.

Last but not least Live long and prosper.

Overseas

2011-07-27T14:56:00.001+08:00

Ok I'm bored so I shall blog today. Life is pretty fucked lately. I sprained my finger, laptop kana blue screen (fixed it) and almost break down to disappointments this week. Nevertheless I still need to move onwards! Currently my mind is rather blank.

Oh my parents has gone to macau again, It's really good that my parents gone overseas. My parents need sometime together. The bad part is I need to tolerate my sister bullshit...(Gotta work on that)

Seeing more couples lately hmm make me feel like getting into a relationship anytime now but then I must concentrate on study! Feels good huh if someone says good morning and good night everyday without fail. If there is someone like this... hmm I sure cherish her well. Let's see how it goes ba.

oh damn It's 2.55 only I'm going to do my project at je library I guess lucky I brought my laptop with me. Exam are getting nearer... Need to start working hard soon.

LET'S WORK HARD TOGETHER THEN! HOI HOI HOI!

Lonely

2011-07-19T19:32:00.001+08:00

Feeling kinda down pass few days. Been going through lots of stuff... I gotta stand strong one day!!! HOI HOI HOI! This nice guy finish last thing is really becoming a reality to me maybe if I was born in dong yi century life might be better...

Swimming

2011-07-15T08:39:00.002+08:00

All right I am going to blog today cuz I'm so bored... Sch has just re-open again... Studies are getting tougher and I cant afford to miss any class not now nor later. Had swimming CCA yesterday. My freestyle 50m timing has improved a lot last year by 2S. You know how hard it's for me to improve mah for my freestyle. My previous coach say now my freestyle cannot get any faster lao the only thing i can do is change technique. Change and change and change. The current technique is just i change how my leg kick so yea. Then for breast stroke i got 48 damn so slow... I want to get 39s below. Yes! Oh I have competition during 18&19 august. Then er Coach gave AL for every tuesday. WOW! But POA leh....So yea. I'm so hungry now... Who want to go eat buffet?

Ps: Can Let Me Hold Your Hand & Let me Show You The Way

Alumni meeting

2011-05-23T09:38:00.001+08:00

Yes. I am blogging Otw to school now. Hmm feel like blogging today. Test are coming soon... The poa bze and cmb. Hopefully I can get A or distinction for all huh I want to secure a 4.0 gpa! Last Friday went back to Juying for that alumni meeting, I thought that I'll be able to meet mr low but then he wasn't there. The meeting was badly planned no professionalism at all... Saw her and I have really gotten over her finally for that 3 years.... It has been a tough time for me when I see her everytime. Now I can finally wask away. My poa I think it's slowly improving yea that is a good sign. I got full marks for that latest test which is something that I dun want to show off so much. I read this book call "The Greatness Guide" by Robin Shama. He said When there is success the beginning of failure will come cuz people tend to slack when they found success. I wonder why my blog post all long long one... Confirm very boring one lar.

Quick post!

2011-05-14T08:32:00.003+08:00

All right I shall take a quick post today.

Hmmm the Sax addiction is kicking up again.... I can stay up the whole night just to see people blow the sax.

All right! I'll start with my class. Made some enemy already.(Which is good for me) You know you really gotta love it when you made some enemy cuz they really help you excel further. My POA I still need to improve on it. So far I been hearing that people keep saying BZE is very diffcult but then it feels so easy to me perhaps Miss Felina teaches well or I watch too much korean drama. This year is as same as last year. I am aiming for the LEE KUAN YEW scholarship and course medalist although i did not get it last year I will try it again this year. Maybe if i get a 3.8 gpa then add another 0.2 wah shiok huh. But then I try no to think too much cuz when you havent learn how to walk you want to fly already. I know dreams are really important!Oh that teacher had chose me for the relay team for swimming. Hmmm my stamina is really bad now lar so wah i wonder how to pass 2.4km... Been singing quite a lot lately. I dont think there is a need for me to go k-box. I mean if you want to sing it just sing it proudly lar dont need to waste so much money on it one lar.

Made some awesome friend at school already.So yea. I still have a longing to meet my previous class... I have already broke all the relationship with my sec 4 class. I really hate that class... Full of fuckers. It's also a very good thing that I gone into ITE. I trust they can help me realize my dreams.

I am thinking abt putting photo of the day.... Yeah I think imma put it.

PHOTO OF THE DAY

If I told you I took this picture you wont believe me that is the fact!

2011-03-30T21:57:00.002+08:00

It has be a while since I blog. Are you guys missing me?

You all must be wondering how am I doing now.

I have ended my Nitec course (retail) at cck it with a GPA score of 3.355. I was quite disappointed at the score. Tsk what the hell is wrong with my english tonight?

This year I'm going to Bishan ITE. I'll be majoring in Banking Services. I hope I'll now repeat history last year. I dun want to fall in Love like last year but i just cant help it like now... Really hopeless guy huh.

干妈passed away yesterday... Finally she's free from the suffering. Now she doesn't need to suffer from the darn cancer. Someone need to find a cure for cancer desperately. Rest in peace ba. We wont forget you for you have a lead a life of benevolence. You will forever be etched in my memories. Now and Forever.

If you are from my New class as in banking one here is a short interview from me.

Yo! My name is Febrin, Febrin Lee.

Let me tell you something. I am racist.

Thats all:)

2010-09-29T15:33:00.000+08:00

OH YEA VIETNAM HERE I COME!

Randoms

2010-08-29T18:20:00.002+08:00

Randoms

KK today i will type what i feel like typing!

I cant wait for school tml!
I think i gotten over her!
New target ahead(sounds like a playboy)
I need to study like i study for n level
I am soo going to get into trouble for not completing attandance book shit!
I want to book a marina sand hotel room!
I am singing I'm on a boat!
My attachment is at popular warehouse!
I want to go overseas with friends
I will still wish you the best with a fuck you!oooo
I want a DSLR cam
I want a razer mouse
I need a new earpiece
Why ?
When is it gonna happen?
Where do you stay?
blah blah clah
lalalala
neah neah neah
CIAO!

Wah lah

2010-07-22T21:32:00.003+08:00

여러분, 안녕세요.

Everyone,Good morning/evening.

I'm back!

Ok see that yellow tag box than name desmond?He is my vice chairman for 2010 and he is a monkey.A very awesome guy lar.He told me not to delete this blog tsk tsk. So i am gonna resurrect this blog. Sch is getting awesome day by day. The bonding is getting stronger and stronger day by day with the malays girls and of course my peers too. Everything is good except for the chinese group very roudy. Dun have the sense of timing. Oh i just made a video about the What do you think about cck ite haha. At 1st i didn't want to do it. Then i thought of opening opportunity something which i forget what is it when i am typing.Play dota at class today and surprisingly i won thanks to the help from Cedric.Schools hours is very long. Dun even have the time to do project.Life is getting better day by day but mr tan is one step further away from us day by day...Just hope we can do something for him in return for his kindness. Korean class was a fail today didn't catch up cuz i was too tired.I am still trying to sing a proper song for wedding dress-Taeyoung.Mass effect 2 is very addictive and you stinks.

ps:I cant forget you yet...

2010-06-09T10:03:00.000+08:00

Blog closed due to lack of interest

T.T

I will come back soon!

2010-05-22T07:18:00.002+08:00

走了就不要回頭

Life is full of suffering..Well? Anyway ytd was a not bad day quite awesome!Exam 1 more week left!Next week i shall not use cpu.I shall not even try to make my psp back to cfw. Going for a swim today then come back i shall study! I must at least complete a book this week end! I must study! GAHHHH! Study like during n level! To her... why he not me?Perhaps i am not good enough for you?

2010-05-11T19:19:00.002+08:00

ok now i shall blog!

Today was a damn tired day lor. We managed to sell everything all thanks to Desmond,Sharil,Ting wei,Cedric,Alfian and yusri(for shouting at the store) Last but not least anna for supplying us the cookies and muffin. Erm ya but i think this is the last time we order. The transport fee cost $20 wtf! $20 dollars leh! For charity also like this.... I am so happy that i can spend 1hour just looking at her wah! If 1 hour can talk to her more good.... Tml got napfa hope i can pass! Must endure all the way!!!!!

LEE OUTSIDE!

2010-05-11T18:26:00.002+08:00

As you see the youtube thingy is ok so i have posted a new song.

My hint uber big hor hahah!

so this song is sang by Elvis Aaron Presely-The Girl of my best friend

Below is the lyrics for the song.

The way she walks,
The way she talks
How long can I pretend
Oh I can't help I'm in love
With the girl of my best friend

Her lovely hair,
Her skin so fair
I could go on and never end
Oh, I can't help I'm in love
With the girl of my best friend

I want to tell her
How I love her so
And hold her in my arms, but then
What if she got real mad and told him so
I could never face either one again

The way they kiss
Their happiness
Will my ache-in' ever end
Or will I always be in love
With the girl of my best friend?

Never end,
Will it ever end?
Please let it end

2010-05-08T13:26:00.002+08:00

Wah days are flying very fast. I just came back home from gym with zi qing, Tian cheng, Gavin & sheng jie. I just notice my muscle is very small. I am going to make it big by all means. My major exam is coming soon. I gotta work hard... I must control myself... i should study tonight!

I was wow by her dancing skills!

2010-04-27T20:38:00.002+08:00

Yo people in earth!

Did not blog for a very long time therefor i shall blog today!

Hmmmmm had rts exam today zzz i forgotten the touchpoint ahhhhh.

I wonder can i get a A?

Lately she has been becoming more and more beautiful. I wonder should i pull my hand out of the tiger mouth or push my hand deeper... I know if i pull my hand out, my hand will be broken or tear but if i push my hand deeper no only i have a chance to escape easier also my hand will hurt lesser. hmmm tml is a very good day! Hope i can see her!

PEACE OUT EARTH PEOPLE!

2010-04-18T12:30:00.002+08:00

ok, er....

I went back to juying this friday to get my n level cert. As usual saw a lot of old friends. Chat to mr chong and mr low. Then went slacking with Tian Cheng, Jia Jin , Jia Hong, Zi Qing, Johnathan, Cheng kun and He sheng. Walk to tc bus stop as usual. Then gone to gek poh to eat mac.Slack slack slack. Went back home around 2+ then 3+ went to zi qing house to slack. zzz Exam is coming . Next week 2 common test and 4 more week to nafa and 6 more week to exam... shit !

2010-04-13T18:48:00.003+08:00

Now youtube has just undergo a upgrade for it web few week ago and the song player is unable to play.Hope youtube fix it asap. hmmm brought my laptop to sch today for project. After blogging i will start my project.Some bitch with one hole in her eyes said i am wearing barbell i don't know which eyes of yours has hole?Did project when we have free time. I think by tml the project is free to go! 7 weeks to exam gotta suffer that 7 week instead of suffering for that 3 month.!I must get 2A 2B!Go Go Go! I know i can do it!I must pass GAHHHH!I must break through all the wall!Soar like a eagle!I am so weak at rts shees i don't know why this happen i guess i need to really seat down throw all my gadgets away and study shall study that later.Tml 3 pm release woooo!

Oh erm look at the video below and comment it at the tag box at the left side!

Peace out!

2010-04-13T18:34:00.001+08:00

video of the day!

2nd term of sch!

2010-04-11T21:31:00.002+08:00

OK as i've said i want to post what do i think about term 2 but 1st lets hear what did i did for the week.

-Friday-

Friday went to jp and watch How to train a dragon with Kien Chew and alex. Brought in nachos from long john sliver.That movie was so nice haha. Saw Arina at the end of the movie while walking out. So Kien Chew was asking me to forgive alex but i can forgive him but i am not stupid to trust him again.

-Sunday-

Went to Desmond house today for project. Although his house was small but it feels good. I didn't know he had a dog haha. When i walk into his house his dog is like grabing my leg and licking my leg.Went into his room help him installed the microsoft office and then start project.Help him for the RTS as he didn't know much about psp go.Had a enjoyable time at his house but i want to say sorry to his mom as i can't eat her curry she cooked cuz my mom wanted me to go back ASAP cuz they all want go out eat...Sorry!

Ok now i shall type abt the view of sch re opening

Finally the holiday are over no more boring days.From my point of view the holiday is too long lar.Ehhhhhh the good thing is i can meet my friends learn more stuff last but not least i get to see that lovely lady wahaha.Yes to Mr tan lesson! FTW!!! April intake is coming to sch tml zzz now more ppl queuing up for food lor zzz.I hope no gangster there. The bad thing is everyday need to see that bloody bitch siti god i hate her same goes to everyone i think in the retail course her attitude sux the most lor....Girl who use the word fuck is really stupid cuz they dunno they are throwing their own face... stupid bitch...

Msn screwed

2010-04-04T21:29:00.006+08:00

Going up!

I'm on the breakwater!

haha doesn't he look cute haha

Wooo grandmother!!FTW

YESA!

Chao outside muda fucka

Awesome!

Yo! I am back to blog again. OBVIOUSLY

Msn screwed unable to sign in.... so i am now scanning for virus and currently there are 2 infected files.Went to east coast during good friday shall post a few good photo here!Really enjoyed myself there!The day was hot and cooling.Climbed up to the breakwater.There was tombolo formed to the breakwater.So we went up there lor.It was quite difficult to climb up there.So we cycled slack cycled slack.The wind was quite cooling.If really one day i get bankrupt i would consider going to there and pitch a tent at there and stay!There she goes offline ok back here.The malay tent damn power lor. It's so big it even have tv inside wah damn high tech but this would not be call relaxing. Relaxing is what i call a day away from technology lar then you go somewhere where the scenery is very nice.Now i am really bankrupt no more money to go out.... shall spend less in school! No more subway eat fresh:[

2010-03-29T11:40:00.002+08:00

I decided to blog today.

Hmmm, did finished my RTs project and got scold for the wrong thing mom thought i was playing cpu till that late...

I give in my best as a student, son ,friend what do i get back people start climbing over my head...

So if this is gonna happen again & again i wonder which path is the right for me...so ya

Often u see me like happy but you don't know what is happening inside me...

So i had read her latest post and notice she's a girl with friendship problem like me. I tend to get really upset about friendship problem....Now i need to chill lor haiz

LIfe is full of suffering...

2010-03-26T15:26:00.001+08:00

My blog is so dead.....

EXTREME DRAGON BOAT!

2010-03-20T19:18:00.004+08:00

YOYOYOYO!~~~~~~

Holidays is up!!! For 3 weeks woots! WAIT... GEEZ it's going to be so boring.....

Been very stress this weeek.Even got a brain block when studying the rts test for the last min...

The friendship problem is really fucking stressing me for the past few days.I received his mgs while walking to the mrt and i shouted KNN CB really feel like smacking him on the face been friends for so long then like that.This is the problem with me i treat all my friends very good and they start taking advantage of me climbing up my head and BBQ on top of it....PPL up there BBQING 2 words for you FUCK YOU!

Ytd was the best day for this year.We had a class dragon boat although the whole class is unable to attend even nic tan tooo is so sad lar cuz if he was able to go then he did become a hyperactive kid haha.Learned a thing or 2 from the dragon boat.We got 1st haha.My arm is damn pain one lor today haha.SMS nicholas tan that we got 1st and he went shouting 1,2,3,3,2,1, RB RB no.1!When he was conducting the remedial lesson haha.We really enjoy it haha so fun lor. I summon all of my strength for that day.Went slacking with Desmond after that we went plaza sing walk walk.It was raining heavily back then so he did not go the bukit timah there for the sports thing. He bought a very cute socks from daiso hahaha. The plaza sing last storey is the best got sell amine stuff and sword coool lor hope i can buy one.Slacked till like 4 then went home while on the train one adult stare at me while playing psp and guess what was he playing? Yo gi oh wtf is he a kid or something? Some more he is a noob! Almost fall asleep in the train haha very funny haha i was like falling a sleep then i immediately breath in a lot of air haha. So yaa this is all i got to say.

Oh we have lesson on the holidays haha it much more better than secondary sch teacher there are more caring.....

PEACE OUT GUYS!!!

2010-03-12T23:33:00.002+08:00

I decided to blog today. Sch was all right today had free Rts lesson conducted by our one and only Mr Nicholas Tan. The lesson was all right I got Bs for efc and cs ... so sad i wanted a A but haiz.... I work so hard but i still get Bs I will work harder for a A! I dun feel like working leh so how... i went for the interview but it call me to go for a try at the 20 march .... WTF i should now work lor i should ask my mom lor... i dun feel like working leh haiz so sux lor.... Went to buffet with secondary sch friend today at crystal jade hehe not bad not bad. Will bring my mom go eat. So everything was quite fresh lar. Next week got role play +2 progress test i should study it tml!I've not been seeing her lately so sian i know i cannot follow the foot step of last year but i can't help it.... she is so beautiful! Anyway i changed my blog song again.This song is for her definitely. Here is the lyrics.

~ You are only a whisper away
But I can't touch your heart
If the words aren't enough to bet your soul
I'll give you the moon
You are always shining sun or rain
Like a violet stone
I close my eyes but you never fade
But you never disappear

I feel alone
Can you see me standing on the verge of blue?
I'll be watching all the stars till they are gone
Should I know nothing could make me miss you less?

Oh, I've been waiting for you
To tell me what is love
I don't know how to be loved
How to be by your side
Morning light shines in my room
I´m holding dreams of you
It may take no less than this pain
But I can't stop loving you

Feel my heart
You have never known that you have all of me
Every time I see you I am falling in love
I can live or I can't live without you

Oh I've been waiting for you
To tell me what is love
I don't know how to be loved
How to be by your side

Morning light shines in my room
I'm holding dreams of you
It may take no less than my life
But I can't stop loving you ~

2010-03-05T17:37:00.003+08:00

have cs common test today hmm it was quite ok lar. I think i can get 70 and above! I have to say it was easy if you study for it lar. I want a laptop but how do i ask for one... my dad and i have emotional and psychological barrier, different social and cultural background ,bad past experience.... sux man....When i grow up i must be a different dad not like his type so fucked up....

By the way hmmm nice blog song isn't it!Took train home today, met jj at pionner mall for a while drank coffee cuz too tired hmmm now is all role play and projects going to be so busy!

2010-02-28T18:11:00.002+08:00

Hello people, i am back! My cs is really horrible lor.I really need to remember it haha. i wonder how is mr tan going to scold ppl tml hope he wont get tooo.... you guys know what i mean.Better not be late for sch tml if not die. I have the sudden urge to play bowling. i wonder when can i go play haha

2010-02-21T21:07:00.002+08:00

Decided to blog today since i never blog for a long time .

I went swimming with Desmond during friday after school.Saw the secondary school bball tournament wah damn chi ji lor. Swimming with him was fun lor haha talk about past time a lot haha.Went to eat subway after that then went home hmmm exam are coming and i am still unable to study all thanks to cpu and psp hmm really need to stop playing them i will try not using laptop at 7pm then study 8-11 die die must to that hmmm ya this is what i am going to do tml study at bus. Buffet with seconday sch friends soon haha looking foward to it

2010-02-18T18:11:00.002+08:00

hmmm i am back again.

New year was quite boring this year.

My dad's car was also kana scratch during the 1st day of new year wth.

That indian guy[i am not being raciest or anything lar] when we are parking the car and he just accelerate without caring wtf got down the car, car paint drop so we ask him what he want to do about that he is just one fucking motherass! He claimed that he is a cop and call ppl bro.WTF if u claim that u are a cop then u are really damaging the cop reputation in the eyes of the citizen and called me bro who the hell is your bro u total retard! He just want to get away from the thing he had done and what he called himself a man u don't even have the balls to admit that you are wrong so what u claim that u are a cop so everything you do is correct? Stop fucking around with me ok! People like him makes the world so sick!

Celebrate mr tan birthday ytd haha he was so surprised haha everyone had fun as usual class is still uber noisy...

2010-02-11T18:16:00.002+08:00

Bazaar bazaar bazaar

Did the bazaar today!

Although i am not from bazaar, i am the team building group.

Since no one want to help so we decided to help lor.

Desmond,yusri and me wrote a script and make use of the pa to promote what will we be selling.

From my point of view the things they are selling are too expensive.

1.50 for a packet of sweet

1.50 for one cupcake but it taste very good

1.50 for a cookie and a small muffin which can be finish by one bite the cookie is the size of one subway cookie.

2.50 for 3 muffin which is very expensive!

Went around the campus to ask ppl to buy from us.

Went to a tourism class they brought quite a few from us

Went to canteen and we manage to sell everything

Although we did not get profit money we are still ok with it cuz we are not from the bazaar but i think the profit should go into the class fund instead of giving out to everyone which didn't sell much.

Mrs wo did not teach as half of the class gone break for like 2h i was like WTF.... but this is a good thing also lar she manage to have a rest haha.

Genster tay also bo come is like finally i am so sick of her lesson but did the work she commanded it was easy very easy.Mimi took over us she wanted to check our books and said everything must be correct i immediately shoot her back human are not perfect haha.Whatever she is a new teacher who any how teach one the whole class hate her due to her suckish teaching last friday she sux man.Yes tml i will be buying psp wooO!

2010-02-07T20:17:00.002+08:00

Sony and it fucking piece of junk!I send my psp for modding and guess what my psp motherboard crashed and neither it can play umd nor downloaded games wtf! After this happen i dunno should i buy a new psp wtf! I am so going to be bankrupt soon.Nexus one + upgrading of phone plan $1000 at least lor fuck that!I need a job ASAP and singapore sport council havent call me for a job interview zzz i might as well work at kushinbo lar zzzz

2010-02-05T22:03:00.003+08:00

Photo of the day!

Look! Who is seating beside me?

Birthday gurl Regina!

I should stand at the middle instead!

Today was a so called "happy day" No teacher was free today due to the graduation day for the higher nitech student. Studyed a little bit of cs.Then the next period was so horrible the teacher went to a wrong class and let us wait for like 1 h... Then we went around finding her in the end she was at the 4/208 room... Was released early by her. Anyway she is a new teacher so hmmm cannot be so serious on her lar.When i say serious i dont mean that kind of serious lar it's erm how should i say that ... Oh like expect her to do everything correct lar not that wonderful! Not everyone is perfect in this world.Went back to juying today. At first i didn't want to go back at all lor. Then i see hui min alone so follow her lor haha. Beg alex to go.Hmm hui min changed to jyian shirt.Then wore the ite shirt lor. The guards ask who am i so i said i senior go see friend then ask hui min lol she like stun at there then i say oh she ar my secondary school friend lar she come out of school to fetch me haha so i was given the visitor pass...Saw a lot of teacher had tons of fun at sch mr chong encourage me and i will work hard i cant afford to fail again.... To think that this happiness is forever is wrong.Went home early than others cuz my mom was starting to spam call me haha.

This is the one Afian and i am having

This is the one Cedric eating

I went to amber a few days ago with cedric,jeremy,afian[ i dunno how to spell the name sorry]

Did not took jeremy one cuz when we are about to take his,half plate finish =.= haha. Nice experience! Going to eat that with Desmond!

2010-02-01T20:26:00.002+08:00

What a day!

I am so worn out now although i have a nap during bus back home and at home.I really need to train more feel so ashame wth...My laptop has been giving me crap lately really fucked up about that i just hit my laptop few min ago i need to change one good one !When i think of this i think of the coppercab at youtube his life is sad man really...The white ppl are making fun of him and his life is really fucked up,no ppl want to help him or what...If possible i would like to help him.Cuz he is really making gingers look bad.Will i did not study today so tml i am going to do harder ok

ciao!

2010-01-30T21:33:00.002+08:00

hmmm....

Today i spend my day with the boy called'Tan Jun Jie' He woke up very late around 12+ what a mudafucking pig lol!This is what happen when u watch too much peter chao haha.G-STAR RAW i want to buy the shoes from there.Went to eat carls jr today it was uber good.I ate the chicken club while jj ate superstar with cheese!Too bad i cant eat beef but i need to endure all the way not to eat beef in this life no way beef is bad for me!Anyway jj phone is much faster than mine but mine the animation is much more nicer than him so i dont have the intention to update now.Hmm next monday having nafa hope i can pass.At least get a bronze for the 1st one then the next one need to get silver or gold.I want a six pack so i am going to train for it maybe go gym every friday?Next week i am also having a customer service test i wonder can i ace it? Hopefully i can lar

2010-01-23T12:32:00.002+08:00

Ohayo gozaimas

Been very busy lately but i will try to blog once or twice a week.I falled down yesterday lucky is only 3 step.The pain was like butt on fire!Damn suay lor!Hui Hui keep laughing at me hahaha.Went to see a doctor after sch he said need 3-6 month then can fully recover WTF!I completed the script yesterday. zzz the indian girl who was appointed as the leader didn't want to do a single shit then i had to take up the responsibility to do it.What a rabbit lol.i wonder when gundam vs gundam next plus will come out

2010-01-15T22:30:00.002+08:00

YO! I am back from camp!What a tiring day!yawn i want to sleep soon.Had a freaking fun day at camp for this 2 days although we keep saying "sian ar sian ar when can we go home".Went to camp at 7.30pm mom forced me to go for the 1st day and i really dun feel like going but luckily i gone lar and i also regret of going to the camp.There are pros and cons about it lar but it is all right.I fall down while playing caterpillar the game is 5 ppl are to tie their leg on the both planks and walk to the other side and i fucking fall flat like a person playing sky diving the back version fall flat on the ground ouch really pain lor my butt i wonder did i shift the nerve or broke my butt bone T.T!For this i blame my mom for forcing me to go.The lunch really sux big time same go to the dinner!Well this camp is more fun than the secondary sch one except for the sec 3 one lar that is call overseas expedition ok not camp!Cuz we didnt have the camp fire lol.It was fun maybe i let everything out and throw the communication barrier away?i wonder...Made the bonding more strong found someone which can replace her maybe...But my mom dun allow me to have gf T.T.Our cheer was the best i think so haha here it is how it goes

we are we are RB RB

we are always lazy lazy

you don't have to worry worry

we are always steady steady

go RB

desmond dance b boy

after dance finish

gooooooooooooo RB!

damn it was good haha mr tan handphone cam dunno why spoil so did not video it awwwww

then the lady went through the tiny bits of our course with the parents and us i am so impress about my course i am going to work hard for it and get the perfect gpa score!yawn i am so tired kk off to sleep!

entrepreneurship club cuz it is quite useful to my course

2010-01-11T20:38:00.003+08:00

hey yo!

OK today was quite a boring and tired day at sch almost slept at class or i did i wonder lol.I email comics connection ytd and got a reply it is about the gundam vs gundam next plus they said japan went out of stock!wtf!zzz my sch dun have cca maybe i should join the entrepreneurship club cuz it is quite useful to my course now i wonder hmmm lalala back to msn to chat checking how are all my friends doing!Cherish all u got!

2010-01-10T07:42:00.002+08:00

hmm today i am back just to put the things i want for the year!

healthy family and friends
$$
good result
good friends
good teacher
gundam vs gundam next plus
new psp maybe?
google nexus one/two
friends to quit smoking it's quite depressing when i have friends around me who smoke
the stupid swimming complex call me
go jp eat the carls jr burger with a girl?maybe
be more unshy but i think i can do it
dad me more un-sell fish
travel more
KOREA!
MACAU!
TAIWAN!
JAPAN!
FRANCE!
MALDIVES!
USA!
CANADA!so i can see peter chao
A good cpu/laptop which is impossible

All the things i said there is really impossible lar haha anyway i am still having that damn soar throat

later going to gym with kienchew time to muscle up!

2010-01-05T19:55:00.002+08:00

Yo i am back!It me again one person looking at the post i post!

Yesterday sch reopen but the weather sux big time a wet day for a new beginning zzzz.

Sames goes to the orientation sux way big time due to soar throat and the flam stuck at my throat for sch hours managed to split it out when got home i big green clot zzz yucks.The orientation was pretty boring but i like the latin music and latina girl lol kidding haha.My form teacher so call the class adviser at there"Mr Nicholas tan"He is a very very good teacher so far i had met 3 teacher like him!1 from primary sch 1 from sec 1 from ite.Now it is really very very difficult to find teachers like this!He is a teacher which is very caring,close one eye type ,very kind,very encouraging and he is one hell of joker!Haha I like this kind of teacher like who doesn't?Went back home at 5 on monday which is very late.Then the 2nd day was alright went to cpu lab and to my surprise got cs and dota haha the boys was playing cs haha play and play.On the way home i notice a girl from fuhua sec keep looking at me lor haha... i wonder what cca should i join hmmm i wonder.

2010-01-01T23:49:00.002+08:00

After all this time i been watching korean movies and drama. Listening to their song watching their program i have decided i really want to how to speak korean and i will work hard to if but first i need to work to get money to buy the learn korea one.I watched the 2009 song festival at channel 173:kbs world.Never thought i did see famous band in korea haha there i was showing off to my sis haha.I told my mom one day i would like to go korea and stay there for 2 month as you know u can stay at a foreign country for more than 3 month so maybe 1 or 2 month i will work hard for it and the i also would like to open up a shopping center haha.I must work hard this year really really focus on it not like keep staring at space wonder when will she talk to me,when will i see her really now none of this should really matter to me.I have changed a wallet again as the wallet is too big for me.Changed to a much smaller one.Oh i went to grandmother house today slept at 2+ 4.30 wake up.Used google earth went to macau then 3d building on woots can see the ventian hotel haha damn nice lor i want to go there again.My typing speed has increased again haha i can type without looking at the key board can you do it?if u can means u are becoming a 宅男/妞lol i wonder is the zai correct bo haha kk i am off to watch korean tv again so nice

ciao

oh tml i am going to ion orchard haha with alex !

ciao[hope ssc will call me for interview!]

my internet speed!

2010-01-01T09:40:00.002+08:00

Here my internet speed!

the taboo

2009-12-31T22:09:00.002+08:00

Today went to ite to register myself.Called everyone just to inform them!And those i do not call means i had given up on them if you are reading this i wonder what will you do next i think u will hate me!Weird thing is there are more girls than boys.I wonder girls are more hardworking than boys then why why are there more girls than boys zzzz oh my primary sch friend is same course with me hope we same class haha.He sure change a lot he even have a girlfriend haha.The bad thing is same sch with ppl from the same blk fuck man wtf!!!!!Hope the girl from office do not end up knowing that disgusting bitch!!!Argh once i think of that bitch face i feel like vomit!Her name has even become a taboo word for me this is the 1st time i hate a girl tat much that make her a slut!OH man what am i going to do.... If same time on bus stop with her i will take 502 to sch!

2009-12-30T00:01:00.002+08:00

As you can see the sunflower picture is back haha.

i cr8 a photobucket acc today and spend the time at genting to edit the pic.

Today went to ite for retail interview i wonder did i pass the interview the teacher who interview was quite good haha.hmm 31 dec going to go buy the ite uniform mmm ya my course a lot of malay and girls zzz whhy whyyy i will not develope any crushing feelings on the girls!Listening to my blog song it just feels so good!tml i hope some one can accompany me go vivo suddenly has a urge to go there lor i wonder jj can make it bo haiz my course has 10 month of lesson and 2 month of attachment haha it is going to be a fast year i wonder i can ace the course bo hopefully i can ace it then for higher nitec i think i will go for banking services or accounting yes then fly off to korea to party!!!

Sparks start to flying!My little darling is a fire cracker!

Birthday boy

2009-12-27T22:35:00.002+08:00

Yo!

i am back to singapore!As usual no one is reading my blog that really make me feel sad about it

Oh today is Junjie birthday happy birthday to him!One sad soul over there nno ppl celebrate his birthday but i treat him one delifrance mixed fruit tart.Been trying to contact kenneth and he fucking so so not picking up my phone and i wonder why zzzz Came back to spore at 10+ went out with jj at 2.Went to play l4d2 with jj and kee yan.It was uber fun and my pocket money is running out i will be going to work asap!!!

2009-12-25T23:22:00.002+08:00

oh my the internet speed her dun be surprise !look at that omg.The suite room one is much more better!By like 10X....cant even watch naruto here haiz

2009-12-24T23:46:00.002+08:00

yo all!~!

I am currently at genting...gosh it sure pack at here.

Went to the cinema today to check out the movie

it got 6 or 5 movies

1.avatar

2.the princess and the frog

3.storm wind

4.treasure hunter

5.dunno some chinese movie

6. i dunno

will....once i step into the first world the mundane-ss come back to me zzz fuck man this place is like jurong point to me ask me any shop i can bring you to there lor.So same again we got the premium room instead of the suite zzz for so many time i been here i stayed at the suite 1 time and that 1 fucking time the water coming out from the tap is black zzz it like kinnda dirty...hmm the internet broadband spoil call ppl come up fix for like 5 times.Ate the japanese food today forgotten the stall name already i ate the black pepper salmon hmm the black pepper seems like it was from a packet or something not nice at all.Then brought the watermelon sherbet will upload the photo later.Went back to hotel after dinner.Lied at the bathtub for like one hour while watching movies from my laptop haha.The internet at here really sux but need to look at the good hand at least we have internet here if not idk what to say...

oh ya i summited the course for ite already haha i will copy and paste here so want stalk me or whatever choose the same course but i will not accept anyone who one to date me cuz i feel so ashame about myself....friends starting to leave me,friends looking down at me i can name a handful of them . Even i think my sis is looking down at me zzz i am a failure zzz haiz T.T....Even i wonder will my chinese tuition teacher say my attitude wat wat wat then call his son not to be friend with me something like this...Some friends are just using ppl but when they are done with it they will throw away them like a paper i have some friends who is like this...Now now there is no point getting emo when i get into this kind of subject kk i will post my sub that i choose

1 F8SVR Nitec Service Skills (Retail) CW-CT : College West (Clementi)

2 F2SDA Nitec Space Design (A) CC-TP : College Central (Tampines)

3 F2AEA Nitec Aerospace Avionics CC-YS : College Central (Yishun)

4 F2AET Nitec Aerospace Technology CC-YS : College Central (Yishun)

5 F2ECS Nitec Electronics CW-BB : College West (Bukit Batok)

6 F8SVT Nitec Service Skills (Tourism) CW-CT : College West (Clementi)

7 F2MCS Nitec Mechatronics (AT/EA) CW-BB : College West (Bukit Batok)

8 F2CPT Nitec Chemical Process Tech CE-SM : College East

9 F2MLT Nitec Machine/Laser Tool Tech CW-AM : College West (Ang Mo Kio)

10 F2MMT Nitec Multimedia Technology CW-BB : College West (Bukit Batok)

oh i will be editing my blog now and

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

2009-12-21T21:42:00.003+08:00

Woots back to home sweet home!

Ok lets see erm i did not blog for 11 days

currently:very mess up due to n level result and choosing of course

Lets start

I won a mp4 by helping vivian to vote for her blog haha all thanks to her.

I received the e mail about that at monday there i was asking ppl to follow me to get no ppl want to follow me so sad when there myself lor...

Went home charged the zen mozaic.Download the docking thingy damn fed up due to the playlist thing cuz the korean song ended up at the x japan one argh..

went to china at tuesday woke up at 4am to do the mp3 thing.Then the laptop was lagging like argh the taxi reach my house earlier than expected! it reach around 5.50 am so went down lor the moment i step into the taxi i was soooo famished! reach airport at 6.30+ went to check in the luggage.THen went to the gate cuz my dad kinnda first timer so whatever.Reach china around 4+then took another plane to shan tou for 1 h slept for that journey too tired lor.Then went to the hotel.And strangely the 5pm at there look at 7pm in singapore.Went for a dinner with the whole family then went back hotel the food was quite yuckss...

2nd day

we went to my china relative home town wah very cold lor it was lke 5 degree lor went back hotel at 9+

3rd day

i forgotten what we do haha

4th day

the doctor for guanzhou came he really look like one doctor went dinner with him the place we ate was not the nice

5th day

went shopping

6th day

went home

Reached home at 12.34am got my result in my letter box and i failed by 1 mark argh so i am going for the aerospace avionics!

2009-12-10T22:00:00.002+08:00

Monday went swimming with fred haha and he was late for like 1h best lor make me wait 1h lucky is waiting at jp but it is 9am in the morning so went to fairprice extra walk walk hmm never expect it did be so good lor the good so fresh like a market one but u know market is better then them.Went to the pool like 10.30 went swimming lor.Changed his freestyle.Gave him a little tips haha since he did not go swimming for like 0.5 of the year or more lar dunno.Timed his swimming 2 free,2frog-style,2back stroke,2 side stroke for the safra lifeguard thingy in the end he got 10.40 min nearly fail by 20s then i ask him are you really blasting ur freestyle then i shown him mine hahah he say very fast hmm but i dont think so i still think something is not right.Sometime when i swim i feel that something is blocking me to exert more power...though it sounds lame but true u noe....Went to jp after that ate kfc buddy meal woots the black pepper seems better and better each time i eat.Went to arcade after that played daytona beat fred by crashing his car on the wall the whole car flip but then when the corner my turn for the car to flip did not drift quite well but lucky run out of time then played the time crises damn sian dun have link so play alone zzz i die very fast such a noob when i dun have the feeling to play shooting game when i have i can play like a ace haha played slient hill after that wah damn diffcult to play quite scary lar monster coming out suddenly haha cannot spam the gun the the nurse wah damn freak need head shot then can die.After that we went to buy lunch for his parents and went home.

2009-12-06T22:23:00.002+08:00

blah blah blah blah decided to blog today blah blah blah blah

gundam vs gundam next plus iso file is out and i still havent mod my psp so sad

And the game cost $76+ but i will still buy it cuz i am so call the crazy gundam fan haha

Going china soon want go out with me before 16 dec fast book hor!

i wonder what am i going to do tml kien chew ask me to go bugis with him tml to buy the maple meso dunno like 1000 m for $100 i said no dun want him to waste so much money on asiasoft games i think if he do not spend those money can buy a lot of things lo haha i wanna eat buffet lor but i am going to broke soon sIAN damn n leve result will be coming out between 17 to 21 hope wont crash with the day i am in china lor!better be 21!hope so!

2009-12-02T22:49:00.002+08:00

since i am free i decided to blog today.Hmm i spend the whole morning playing battlefield modern combat 2 for the whole morning haha so fun did a lot of head shot woots.Now the game very diffcult to play haha so kinda stuck every level ...noob hor.Ate a drumstick for lunch haha.I wonder what should i do tml haha.So bored hmm the lady gaga earpiece seems to attract me cuz mine has just spoil...but the earpiece is going to be so expensive it will hit over 150 for sure...i need to buy a good shaver too all thanks to the stupid shaver at macau haha i was playing it then i move a little bit near my mustache and poof one line at there so i have to shave it all hahah now it is growing back.I am going to china 3 weeks time so not looking foward...i am going to waste my time there everyone say the place i am going is so going to be boring....Sux man someone save me i dun want to go there...

superb

2009-11-30T10:06:00.004+08:00

OK i will still blog still to regina request see the tag box there haha.Will yesterday morning was quite bad...There i was playing ps2 then my parents want to go out as i am playing bully and was doing quest immediately complete the quest then cycle to the safe house then my dad screamed me say i play until i crazy fuck that man...I am really sick of his bloody attitude!hope he will change it one day.That really make me very unhappy.Went to ate breakfast then went to grandmother house.Then went jp walk walk.Went dinner at tamah jurong then jj sms me ask me where i am then he told me he brought a cake then i was like OMG WTF told my mom about it she say wah way celebrate i tell u cannot celebrate birthday one right...then ate finish dinner went home called jj.30 min later they came i tot only got jj and kenneth then did not know still have alex and xuan wei haha.Usual thing do this and that then went to get the fork at the kitchen wah then xuan wei smash the cake at my face lor haha i will get him next time for that hahah.Then all play wwe via ps2 haha so fun.THen alex and xuan wei went home first then only left jj and kenneth then i was only the one cleaning the floor and basin zzz damn dirty lor they left my house at 11.23pm i think so!

ppl who say happy birthday are

1.Junjie

2.Alvin

3.alim

4.Shiykin

5.Yanlan

6.Kwee kee

7.zhi xian

8.vivian

9.zi xian

10.Regina

11.alex

12.xuan wei

13.kenneth

14.manvir

15.jiajin

again order wor haha

Thanks again to everyone for celebrating my birthday haha

XUAN WEI WILL GET MY REVENGE!MUHAHA

2009-11-26T20:17:00.001+08:00

I will not be blogging for now as no one is reading it but i will not delete this blog.I will only blog when ppl start to ask whether i have a blog.so ciao

weird thinking

2009-11-23T21:24:00.002+08:00

today was such a boring day...played ps2 for the whole morning nth to do lor.Then discover this proxy thingy works well i can teach u if u all want.Anyway kenneth show me a malaysian scandal which happened few years ago the girl virgin was lost and were also expel same go to the boy...Is the girl nuts or something?Then thought of my first crush one day something like this will happen to her...Few years back she was such a clever and good girl...and now she smoke dun study ah lian whatever crap if she dun stop this crap something like this will happen tml got chalet eunice birthday not that happy cuz she invited a lot ppl i got her a birthday present which is a psp game haha she really want it hahah this friday going to zoo with friends haha

2009-11-18T21:30:00.002+08:00

Today was kenneth birthday.I wrote on his wall via facebook and send him a birthday song!Haha He enjoyed it a lot.Then i was bored so i played psp for the whole morning.Then jj ask me want to surprise kenneth then i say ok lor.Met at jp 1.30 brought the cake from bangawang solo the cake cost $19.80.Before tat saw alex and ching yen working so chit chat to them haha.Then walk to the interchange while waiting for bus 240 played psp jj was like wah so strong haha.It is just practice make perfect ppl see me playing might think i am strong but when i play with them i am quite lousy.Reached kenneth house haha he still dunno we are beside him still watching wwe haha then i said to him mr lim happybirthday he was like so shocked haha.We planned a surprise for him haha.Oh the cake is a mango cake haha.Sang him a birthday song.He cutted the cake then we ate it quite nice.Went home around 5+ took 99 back home.

2009-11-18T09:56:00.002+08:00

not nice not nice lifeless blog

Hmm lets see i wonder should i delete my blog cuz no reader haha i know i am now wasting time on it after all i am so bored why not blog haha.

Yesterday went to malaysia.Went to dunno where eat the noodles so not nice i wonder why my father say nice waste time to travel there but anyway beside to noodles store there is a store selling the pastry got sell one thing call 年饼very nice my favourite haha mom brought 3 i think i ate all finish haha.Then went to wash car wah the weather damn hot cannot stand.After washing car went to shopping.Brought a ps2 controller and 3 games.Games are bully, gran turismo 4 marvel super hero squad.I was looking foward to gundam mister and destiny but dun have should not hve gone to that shopping center lor so sux.Anyway i cant wait to play bully i am so going to kick those nerd butts haha.Then went back to spore as dad's friend wanted to meet him so go to woodlands the hawker center there while my mom and i went to sheng song[dunno how to spell haha]Wah there got sell a lot of seafood which i never see before.Then brought the otah the sheng song otah is the best lor so nice.Then went back home then went to ziqing house to get game then went home blah blah blah slept early ytd cuz too sleepy missed to hemeteor shower damn sian...54 hits

lyrics for my blog song(you and i)

2009-11-18T09:53:00.001+08:00

i found the lyrics so i will post it

korean

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You naega sseureojilddae
Jeoldae heundeullimeopsi
Ganghan nunbicheuro
Myeotbeonigo nal ileukyeojweo

And you, na himae gyeoulddae
Seulpeumeul byeolang kkeutkkaji ddo akkimeopsi
Chajawa du son japeun geudaeyegae

[Chorus]

Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyuliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

You maneun sarangcheoreom
Oori sarang yeokshi jogeumssik byunhagaetjyo
Hajiman jaebal seulpeo malayo
Oraen chinhan chingu cheoreom
Namaneul mideulsuitgae gidaelsuitgae
I promise you that I’ll be right here, baby

[Chorus]
Nan haejoongae eopneundae
Chorahan najiman
Oneul geudae wihae i norae booleoyo
Tonight geudaeye du noonae
Geu miso dwiae nalwihae gamchweowatdeon
Apeumiboyeoyo

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleun haedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Waeroun bami chajaolddaen
Na salmyeosi nooneul gamayo
Geudaeye soomgyeoli nal aneulddae
Mueotdo duryeopji anjyo
E saesang geu eoddeon nugudo
Geudaereul daeshin halsueopjyo
You are the only one
And I’ll be there for you, baby

You and I together
It just feels so right
Ibyeoliran maleulhaedo
Geu nuga mweorahaedo nan geudael jikilgae

You and I together
Nae du soneul nochijima
Annyoungiran maleunhaedo
Naegae i saesangeun ojik neo hanagiae

Just you and I
Forever and ever

English

No matter what happens
Even when the sky is falling down
I’ll promise you
That I’ll never let you go

Oh~~~Oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Oh~~~oh~~Yeah~~~

You, When I fell
you held me back up with an unfaltering gaze

And You, through those sad times
held my hands till the end of the world

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes and a smile
I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Our love has changed a bit by bit just like others
But don’t be sad
Hopefully I will be someone who you can trust like an old friend
and someone you can lean onto
I promise you that I’m be right here baby

[Chorus]
I might be a shabby person who has never done anything for you
But today, I am singing this song just for you
Tonight, within those two eyes
and smile I can see the pains from protecting me
You and I together. It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go of my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

I close my eyes lightly whenever I feel lonely again
I no longer fear when your breath holds me
No one in the world can replace you
You are the only one in I’ll be there for you baby

You and I together, It’s just feels so right
Even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you
You and I together, don’t ever let go my hands
even though i bid you goodbye, to me this world is just you

Just you and I
Forever and ever..

GYMING!

2009-11-14T20:31:00.002+08:00

Today woke up at 6 didnt expect it to be so early...So 1st thing i did was switch on my laptop went for a quick shower then played game same as usual morning fb game.Played one stupid flashed game till 8.15am in the end died haha .Went to the wash room.Meet Zi Qing at the bus stop then slowly walked to gym telling about macau and the darn trip to china which is next month.That trip is so going to be damn bored...mundane ar....Tian cheng was the 1st one to reach gym.Then went up gym run the track mil the height 12 speed 7.5 wah my leg and lungs were screaming for help...Ran 2 rounds then went to do pull up did not do much today also dunno why usually 2h but today only 1 h then went to the coffee shop eat i ate the salad chicken rice.Tiancheng ate wonton mee i think he is craving for it he has been saying that at gym hahah.Ziqing ate sesame chicken.It wasnt tat nice too salty went home dl demos from psp store then watched bof for the whole day then watch the macau part thought of her and the food there.I wish i can really travel with that girl again this time it will be different!Then played psp for a while then watch hitman reborn at dinner and blogged.Now i am going out ciao!

stupid fat bbq pork

2009-11-14T20:19:00.002+08:00

OK it been days i never blog sorry!I will talk why i am so fed up abt the fat bbq bitch pork!So there i was pushing the luggage to the check there scanned my luggage then my luggage got wallet mah then without opening then said i smoke!Fuck lor that fucking bitch i can sue her just for tat.If singapore has freedom of speech i did say "smoke?fuck that bitch u say i smoke why not u get back home and smoke ur dad's dick u fucking bitch"So what she is a police so she has the rights to bully citizen?Just a few "branded"wallet and she get jealous all over damn that bitch then i was question by that bitch asking me is the wallet real or fake one then blah blah blah they called my mom to come back to the checking as she did not see me damn fed up tat time.Then mom was brought to the custom there i was waiting outside the arrival hall.My dad and i waited for like 3h for her.Damn that darn bitch.Some more that bitch is a chinese and he is fucking helping a malay like i say close one eye also can right this kind of things....Like as if she did not buy a fake item before for goodness say police is also a human ok as if they never break any rules before...Rules are ment to be broken and follow....Mom got scolded by mom on the way back home...Mom was cursing that darn bitch too telling all her friends how she treated ppl... She told me even the custom police was saying abt the ppl outside [those checking luggage one]Little bit nia then need to make until a big matter.....That darn bitch go back home and smoke ur dad dick bro dick.FUCK OFF!

macau o macau

2009-11-10T19:51:00.002+08:00

Just came back from macau later then expected all thanks to that fat bbq bitch pork!I will talk about that later.Dad bring us go airport around 1+.My mom and i are the 1st one to reach the airport.Brought 2 apple pie from the mac.Then mom friends reach around 2.30pm checked in while checking in saw mom friend daughter quite pretty then went into the budget terminal inside which i dunno what is it.Ate the so call dinner there ate one bao.Then went up the plane around 4.30.Wah walking to the plane sure is fun the wind blow like OMG so nice.Did not got the window seat so sian then read 1 chapter of the book then psp all the way hahah. Reach macau around 8.30pm early then the est which is 4h.Then waited for the mpv to bring us to the hotel.We stayed at hard rock macau damn that hotel is really good better than all the hotel i been before!It even have singers instrument and shirt want see the pic go to my facebook and see the pic.After putting our luggage,we went for supper the whole group got like 15 ppl went to a chinese restaurant woots to bbq pork damn nice so different from spore haha.The vegetable also damn nice.Then we wated for the rice until the 2nd dish the rice is cooked bowl by bowl 15 bowl came out together with the bowl cover on it the hor fan also nice although is fried one i ate like 3 bowls of it the sweet pork also nice then they got order a egg skin then plus the duck skin one also very nice anyway everything there is nice.Then went back to hotel and sleep.Woke up around 7+showered the bathroom also power the shower one damn good to only bad thing is the toilet bowl is at another room like usa style.Went to the macau at day 2 went to new you han went to the foodcourt then ate the korean food lucky i see the meat why so dark one then i go ask the person is it beef or chicken then he said beef totally lost my appetite.When down level by level then reach the toy and shirt level went to see how cheap is the psp game and gundam model the psp game quite ex but the gundam model damn cheap but i did not buy one cuz after my kyrios gn drive broke no mood to build one.Then went to the supermarket wah all sell jap and korean stuff brought one ramune while mom brought one lemon vodka.Went to the church the macau there dunno what church only left the entrance there then went back hotel via free bus.stay at hotel for a while then went to venetian this is where the boys over flower sean at macau the shopping center damn big ok all sell branded one.Went with mom friend and her daughter this is where i notice she like to do her own things like she see something nice she will walk there by herself without telling us automatically i will follow her cuz u noe i am the only boy there need to protect her from danger so follow her lor i am like her bodyguard i wonder does she know i am looking after her?Anyway we went back to the hotel then mom wanted to take a look at the casino so i follow to my surprise the guard let me in hahah my mom friends also surprise haha.Jackpot is so boring although i never go in so boring.Then told my mom this is the 1st and the last i will be going in there.Went back hotel.Day 3 did the same thing as day 2.Day 4 we went to china call zu hai then went there to eat the dian xing damn nice lor the texture of it wah dunno how to describe it is too good!There damn lot of imitation so horrible.Mom brought the china phone.Which i think can throw at ppl one so useless.Again she walk off her own she brought a domo kun thingy mom also brought 2.I wonder why girls are crazy about domo kun?Then we went to eat the noodles also very nice i ate a lot i also ate the leftover cuz they cant finish it so very wasteful so they call me eat all.Went back to hotel around 4+ stayed at hotel till 6+ then went to the venetian mom brought a shoe then we ate dinner at there we 0rdered a chicken fat burger and pizza.The pizza wasn't that nice lar.Went back hotel as my leg has been aching for days due to over shopping hahha.On the way back saw them both went to the same place.Lucky never follow them if not next day can no need walk lao.Last day showered for 30 min haha damn shiok.Then went to lobby checked out head to the airport.Then blah blah blah on the way to spore i saw my window frozen haha quickly take a snapshot of it saw a few nice island also took some photo.Then reach spore then went home lor hmm if give me another chance i will go there again or travel with my mom friends cuz it is really fun haha

macauing

2009-11-06T10:02:00.002+08:00

Hmm today 12am still playing cpu then notice my table full of ants like a army of ants got at least 100 lor give them a buddha palm.Mom woke up call me faster sleep but i am transferring things to my hp.Quarrel with her in the end.Then went to sleep lor could not sleep kept thinking why did i shout hmm need to control my temper more. Unknowingly i went to sleep.I was woken up by the angry voice by mom she is scolding my sis then i thought shit how to go out later i go out sure kana one.So i go out then say hey i know how to lock the luggage lao come i show u.haha this i got her she was finally got her she calm down.played psp for a while damn i stuck at fighting kakashi and the stupid sakura.Both spammer sian.So i will either i use guy or naruto.Now training naruto and shikamaru to lev 25 later will be sakura turn.I will be back from macau next tuesday.Although i cant blog i promise you all i will write down everything i do in my hp then i will post it up when i come back this is when samsung pc studio comes in handy copy paste it even can send sms by using cpu woots haha.Changed my blog song hope you guys enjoy it.I cant find the lyrics so i will not post this up.ok i go play psp lao ciao.T.T no ppl help me play fb.....

2009-11-03T23:18:00.002+08:00

Today went to jp meet up with jj.Mom brought me a jeans.Then went walking around with jj.Say my first crush then she was at there standing looking at me shockingly then i walk away anyway she is not my cup of tea already.Then started this crap of spermy o sperm hahaha.Brought a story book written by Obama.I will read it when i am flying to macau.I dunno whether i want to buy psp game bo... so stress about it...Hmm tml will be going swimming with jj i think i will be buying games lar.I will also be changing blogskin too hope i find a good one haha!

ciao

my love for u is like a gatling gun shooting

2009-10-31T23:23:00.002+08:00

Today open 2 new accounts for psp psx one for usa and one for japan like tat when demos come out i can download.I also downloaded the media go.I upgraded my psp as mom already forbid me to mod again...Maybe when go china will buy one new one?IDK?Anything could happen h1n1 could strike back?I downloaded the star wars elite squadron via media go.That game rocks i am so going to buy the game.Then the next game i will buy is gundam vs gundam next plus hopes the demo come out.I think that game i will buy it next year after i save some money.Hopefully i can get to sec 5 lar but i really dun understand why moe has to make life so diffcult for student.Exam are not like can determine everything right?All thanks to qing shi wang who created this exam shit....How i hope i can go back to the pass and kill him haha.I am going to buy a 4gb memory for my handphone as for the story book my money is really running out gosh...Next year i will work as lifeguard!Money to mom dad grandmother sister and the medium who always help me!Instead of giving mom money i will buy her a ring and that is a promise i made to her haha.Then bird nest for the medium as she is a lady.Then grandmother and sister money and some incense paper.Went to imm to shop today hmm the secret recipe cake offer 50% for the whole cake but only available at city area...sian ar the cake is damn nice one lor!Then slept in the evening as it was raining hahah so nice!Then went to toa payoh for dinner.Tml maybe want to go to crystal jade for the buffet mom really love that shop hahah.

Hmm i feel like going to science center...I will go when i come back from macau haha I will be flying at next friday 4pm!Before that i will sms to everyone!

BAILA BAILA higher higher

2009-10-30T22:35:00.003+08:00

Today went to tamah jurong for breakfirst.Cousin called said want laptop can pay for half?Then dad said why not give them cuz dad got his ibm laptop which he only use when he go overseas ...then i thought of giving my laptop then i told him he start scolding me say my laptop very ex lol it cost $500 only and there he said ex lol.Then i told him my laptop very slow u say when the make cpu one come dun want learn from him...fuck that he is the one who dun know lor is the core and the ram and the bit....What do you expect from a intel core 2 duo when it is 1.66ghz and it ram is 504mb .U expect nothing it speed is damn slow anyone use will get so boiled up!Although i am already use to it...I cant play any game even when i play flash game i will start to lag this is how lousy a 1.66ghz...and his bloody laptop is a intel centrino with a 1.70+ghz and a 715mb of ram like his is better than mine lor...I had to say one thing lar his stubbornness make him get lack back and he will become very old school and guess what his desktop is still using the old internet the 1st version i think so... Anyway i went to return book at 2pm...I was expecting jj to join me in the end he dun want due to his mom then he ask me want to play lan bo i told him i am saving money to by umd my mom is not giving me any money to buy that...Went around jurong point i saw my 1st crush she changed a lot the make up very thick and that make her not beautiful she is totally not my cup of tea now and same goes to the future cuz she also has turned bad!The current crush is the best lar!Still my cup of tea!Hopes it will never change!Went to popular to see which book i want buy totally changed my minds.I will buy book wrote by Obama!The comments about the book is also not bad i think i will call my mom to buy this book for me after all i am seating tiger airways to macau..I dun want to die of boredom you know!I am also buying star wars elite squadron that game is releasing next tuesday i think i will go buy at Wednesday.No matter how ex is it i will buy it that game is too good!

Just u and i forever and ever

2009-10-29T20:50:00.003+08:00

Today went to grandmother house for the whole day.Haha Boy boy played with me for the whole day haha.He like seating at my back.Then i would vibrate haha.I am getting bored of my psp game in my memory card tml i am going to ask whether i can mod it a not if cannot i will nt bother to mod anymore i will buy umd from then....$$fly....Went home around 5+. It was raining so heavily back then nice but i didnt get to sleep.I can take nap at the afternoon if not i cant sleep in the night.Tml going to go swimming i think this time 12 laps of freestyle!

Hope nothing happen to JJ tml may the force be with him!Live long and prosper.Will i think nothing will happen lar after all every year is the same for us,same ending,same punishment,same boringness,same words haha no worries!

Friends are like condom,they are only around when you are hard....I have friends who are like the condom but i will never be the condom nor hard!Trust me i will cherish all my friends!Unless they let me go!Same goes to her i will not let her go unless she let me go!

swimmer day

2009-10-28T21:15:00.002+08:00

Today went swimming with mom.Forced myself to swim 10 laps of freestyle.10 lap include of 2 lap of speed swim half pool after all i am still changing it haha.So hungry that time i wonder how did i do it!So mom challenge me to swim as slow as she using freestyle so i did it haha.Then went back home!Still it was raining and raining.Then went back home online talk talk watch amine blah blah blah today nth to blog leh

I am going macau soon haiz next week go out play i think friday i will be going macau lao haha ciao

going to macau

2009-10-27T20:46:00.003+08:00

Today went to watch movie with kien chew jiajin and zi qing.We watched 'Imagine that' not that nice lar.Then we went to challanger cuz ziqing want buy the speaker for cpu.JiaJin and ziqing went home after that.So left me and kien chew went to eat the Ayam penyet will we quite racist lar i dunno when i develop the hate for some malay i think it happen after the incident during sec 2 i damn want to sue him!Fuck him hard and high that motherfucker malay dog!Anyway the food was quite nice the chili damn good.I advice dunno how to eat chili please do not consume that chili sauce.Then when to disturb alex haha his small eyes laughing hahaha so we were looking at him frm the window then i said to kien chew 'ai ya we should come here eat let alex serve us' haha kien chew so agree with me haha.Then went to play arcade after arcade went to comic connection then i say eh lets play free game we played wwe haha so fun.Then went to john little to see gundam model.Damn i want to fix one more.Then went to action city this is where the fun part begin hahah.I show him the cock that can shout so i keep spamming it haha cannot stand so he say he want it to be his mgs sound so we recorded it then went we are about to go out i call him to open the sweet thingy.Without asking me any question he straight away touch it and he scream loudly arghhhhh hahah so funny then we went to fairprice extra and walk walk then went home!

I am going macau soon!Going there and relax is a good thing but missing her is going to be a bad thing...

2009-10-25T23:00:00.002+08:00

Today went swimming with kien chew.Taught him how to swim still he cant cuz he cannot go underwater without breathing haha.Swim for like 1 h then it started to rain so got out of the pool and went to shower while walking so damn cold haha.Then kien chew smoked his last stick of cigarette.I ask him to go taka buy cigar.Then took 243 to jp.Ate long john silver.Took him to sony to play the psp go very sux ar the go can throw at ppl ar.He say want to buy vios told him that the core must me 2.60-3.+ dun get 1.6+ ghz can throw at ppl one.Need a good graphic card and 400+gb of harddrive.Oh core 2 duo or maybe core 2 extreme the best mobile processer so far.Then went to play arcade.Went walking around jurong point then went to libary to borrow books with him.He called me to find the guide book for love.So helped him find cuz i read before i have to say those book the only useful this is the dining etiquette.But i think he will finish that book.Borrow some magazine then walk back home.Kien chew walked with me as he wanted to waste time.Then walk while singing songs that teenagers do not really listen now those classic chinese song is the best.Nice lyrics and nice voice.Singer now really sux.Lyrics dun have a meaning just anyhow write.Went home online for a while then slept.ok i blog about schedule for next week.
1.monday[booked by mom]

2.tuesday[booked by jiajin]

3. Wednesday[i think i am free]

4.thurs[book by mom but i will be at bukit batoh for the whole afternoon]

5.friday[free]

6.saturday[family day but free in the morning]

7.sunday[family day but free in the morning]

ps:ps hor jj next time will make up with u really every weekend i cannot go out with friend so i make the schedule for u haha

ice tower

2009-10-24T21:51:00.002+08:00

Today went to ICA to take my passport lucky i book a timing slot haha if not need to wait for hours.Came back home around 12.30.Then mom changed her cloth then we went to bukit batoh to pick up cousins & aunty to the chapel to attend wedding.I have to say my 1st time to a church is like wah.They were saying the bible thingy took a long time then still got sing some song then there was this funny man singing with his hand raised i think he is make a vow or what lar haha everyone was looking at him.Well they call us to sing but i never sing same goes to my family members.Then blah blah blah ok to the buffet part wah sibeh kiasu my cousin faster queue up then call us joinhahah.Then glutinous rice not cooked well.So not sticky.The karaage chicken was ok well fried but the only prob is not hot...Then there was fried ebi erm not cold.The cream puff was not cold so very yucks.I saw a dead insect in my cousin drink.Then got a lot of leftovers wah more kiasu see the ppl take the packet thingy then go see want which one then take.In the end we took 10 packets of it hahaha.Ppl say see the drive lexus one take the most packet one hahah.Then went to grandmother house and play i finally know how to play machcross quite easy but wah i didnt know the ship can become one robot the robot is ownage one haha ok i will stop here tml going to swimming at 10 with kien chew @ jurong west aquatic center!

yuna ito-trust you

2009-10-23T22:59:00.002+08:00

The lyrics of the song

Japanese lyrics

Hana wa kaze ni yureodoru youni
Ame wa daichi wo uruosu youni
Kono sekai wa yorisoi ai ikiteru no ni
Naze hito wa kizutsuke au no?
Naze wakare wa otozureru no?

Kimi ga tooku ni itte mo mada
Itsumo kono kokoro no mannaka
Ano yasashii egao de umetsukusareta mama
Dakishimeta kimi no kakera ni
Itami kanjite mo mada
Tsunagaru kara
Shinjiteru yo
Mata aeru to
I'm waiting for your love

I love you, I trust you
Kimi no kodoku wo wakete hoshii
I love you, I trust you
Hikari demo yami demo
Futari da kara shinjiaeru
No hanasanaide

Sekai wo hatte odare ga mita no?
Tabi no owari odare ga tsugeru no?
Ima wa kotae ga mienakute nagai yoru demo
Shinjita michi wo susunde hoshii
Sono sakimi hikari ga matsu kara

Kimi ga oshiete kureta uta wa
Ima mo kono kokoro no mannaka
Ano yasashii koe　to　tomori hibiiteru
Afureru kimochi no shizuku ka?
Atatakaku hoho tsugau
Tsuyoku naru ne
Shinjiteru yo
Tsunagatteru to
Im always by your side

I love you, I trust you
Kimi no tame ni nagasami naga
I love you, I trust you
Ai wo oshiete kureta
Donna ni kimi ga michi ni mayotte
Mou soba ni iru yo

Waiting for your love
Always by your side
Youre the one that I love
Youre the one that I trust
Youre the only one

I love you, I trust you
Kimi no kodoku wo wakete hoshii
I love you, I trust you
Hikari demo yami demo
I love you, I trust you
Kanashimi demo yorokobi demo
I love you, I trust you
Kimi no subete wo mamoritai
Donna ni kimi ga michi ni mayotte
Mou soba ni iru yo
Futari da kara shinjiaeru
No hanasanaide

English lyrics

Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
So that the rain moistens the earth
Even though this world is alive, coming closer together
Why do people hurt each other?
Why do partings come about?

Even if you go far away
You're still always right in the middle of my heart
While they remain completely buried by that kind smile
Even if I feel pain
In fragments of you that I held, because we're still connected
I believe that we can meet again
I'm waiting for your love

I love you, I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you, I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness
Because we're together, we're able to believe in each other
Please don't leave anymore

Who saw the end of the world?
Who announces the end of the journey?
Even though it's a long night and the answer can't be seen now,
I want you to move on on the road you believe in
Because from this point forth, the light is waiting for you

Even now, the song you taught me
Still remains within my heart
And echos along with that friendly voice
The overflowing tears of my feeling
Run over my warm cheek
Become strong, and
Believe!
If we connect with each other
I'm always by your side

I love you
I trust you
The tears I shed are for your sake
I love you
I trust you
You taught me love
I love you
I trust you
No matter if you walk on the wrong path,
I'll be beside you!

I love you
I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you
I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness
I love you
I trust you
Even in sadness, even in happiness
I love you
I trust you
I want to protect you completely

swimming carnival

2009-10-23T20:15:00.002+08:00

Today i almost spend 7 hours at swimming pool today hahah so long.Swim about 24 rounds during the first round...feeling so worn out decided to rest.Then i was about to go home.JJ sms me said he got last but i am fine at least he tried his best or he did not anyway he is a newbie so i can understand i can still remember when i was learning swimming i was always the last one and my instructor always scold me until cry so i decided frm that day i must improve my swimming.Look where i am standing right now although i dont swim very fast it is still acceptable in the swimming world but improvement is needed.Ok so he told me to stay cuz want learn swimming haha so i stayed so boring while waiting lucky my handphone got movie haha so the sch sang the school and i did not sang but it is awesome when you see the whole sch singing the school song frm bird eye view.JJ pah jiao cannot see me hahah i was like on top of him while i am seating there and he called me hahah i keep say pah jiao.So wasted 80cents for locker haha so clumsy haha.I was holding my walley without knowing i lock the locker hahahah so clumsy.Then went to the indoor pool jj say want stay there i told him small pool already cannot handle then want handle big one then i swim a fast breaststroke there.so he dun dare to swim to me so i need to swim there again use backstroke call him follow me then he did it.I think need to stop holding ur fear and dare to challenge urself.Went there teach him beaststroke but his leg is like scissor kick leg 1 leg wrong anyway in the end he did improve.Then ivan challenge

me swimming i had to say not bad finally someone can provide me a decent challenge.As for the result is a draw...sob sob but i say next time i will win him at breaststroke first i need to master that new tech for my breaststroke haha.Although i dislike him last time due to the journey to the underworld book i have to say i must forgive and forget.That book is going to change my life for sure.After i read finish i wonder i will pass to who and read...Anyway jj leg kana cram haha not enough stretching.Swim here and there like a fish.Everest won in the end all thanks to ivan if next year i get to go sec5 and i can join hmm no mercy for everyone!I will blast through a way!Vivian won for the freestyle event,ivan also won,but jj never win any thing T.T.After shower went to pm and eat the hokkien mee.Went giant and walk walk then went home switched on aircon and sleep cuz the weather is ridiculously hot buay tah han ar slept for 2h when wake up my hair look like a lion haha!

PS.Swimming is one of the toughest sport in the world!

sakura buffet sux

2009-10-22T22:11:00.002+08:00

Today buffet sux lor haha.Met up with ziqing around 4.45pm took 242 to jp.Then waited them till 5.10 top up ez link card then took mrt to clementi.Then took bus 96 without knowing we took one whole round back to the interchange so we took taxi then also the taxi driver also dunno where is the place so we got out of that fucking taxi.So used gprs to search for the address fuck lor.mom is so going to kill me hahah anyway we went there the cost for the taxi is $6.20 ya the taxi driver also quite nice haha .Althought the buffet was 2 storeys it sux to the core not going there again..The lamb chop sux pizza not nice almost everything not nice haha.We even played game to complete the food haha.Went out around 8.00pm.Took bus 96 back to mrt the took mrt to pionner then walk back home with ziqing .

Quek Jia JIn u owe me $26 OMPM!!!!

boring day

2009-10-20T21:36:00.002+08:00

Everyday getting more boring and boring.Damn just at home playing cpu all the day hahah hope i can sleep longer everyday haha but it seems i cant the longest i sleep is till 8am earlest 6am.haha maybe tml i am going to drink coffee and green tea while watching some korean show.Should buy some storybooks when go that darn china.Hmm i think i should buy Mitch Albom : have a little faith and for one more day.Harris is having a offer now maybe i should buy now or later?I dunno haha.I am going ipoh next month.This sat i am going to collect my passport frm ICA cuz i made a booking with them.Hope can go malaysia next week then buy gundam seed game for ps2 haha.I wonder has my uncle brought the controler?The stupid analog stick spoil cant even start a game damn it haha.The red light also dun come out anymore haha.Play gundam seed cuz will spoil lar everytime seed mode evade the att haha.So fun.ok mom is calling me to sleep haha ok ciao!

ouch what a scratch

2009-10-19T21:09:00.002+08:00

Today went to swimming with jj and hakim.I had to say my swimming had deprove a lot so i will going swimming every week.I think this week going again hahah.Ok lets start the day.Watch a movie in the morning is a hong kong flim really channel 63 is really good.Then went for a quick bath then online for a while.JJ called me say just woke up so will be late.Then online till 10 which i dunno time fly so fast.Wated for jj then walk to swimming pool very fast haha.Saw hakim then went in to the pool.Taught them swimming.Hands and leg both wrong but improve a lot haha.Saw a lot of jyians.Throw jj here and there he was screaming like a girl hahaha.Hakim like to grab ppl balls and when he almost grab mine i thought hey what am i doing with a faggot?But he grab mine so i did the same thing back to him hahahahaha.Then went to jp ate LJS.Then went to kushinbo but did not see alex...Went to safar play lan for 58 mins.L4d haha damn fun but skill drop lao hah fine with it.Then went to jp walk walk till 4pm went home with hakim and thats it for today.Hakim thanks for that wound !damn u

swimming tml!

2009-10-18T21:57:00.002+08:00

Ok today went to tamah jurong for breakfast.Brought newspaper havent read yet later going to read finish it.Then went back home played maple transfer a lot of thing it is so efficient when you have 2 different acc and 2 laptops haha but very mah fan need move here and there.So created one striker now level 15.Played zq acc go chong the mu lan tower now can get white belt lao.Went to imm after sis work finish eunice was a little bit crazy today everytime with my sis conform go crazy one haha.Went to red hill for dinner.Ate the power chendol while sis ate mountain fuji haha nice nice.Tml going swimming with hakim and jj.Going teach them everything i know.

Love for a day

Gym day

2009-10-17T21:47:00.002+08:00

Hmm woke up at 3am today too hot.Went back to sleep after going to the washroom.Woke up around 7.43am.Listened to Love story classical went to bath.Online for a while then went to gym with tian cheng and Zi qing.Lots of ppl today a lot of machine spoil haha.Did not run trackmill no slot keep seeing same ppl at there so no run lor.Oh my teeth is getting whiter day by day.Hmm did the chest,6 pack one,leg one and the arms one.Had great time at there haha.I did the 90 degree one wrongly in the end i stretch my whole chest ouch damn pain haha both of them were laughing.Then went to kfc and eat.While on the way ziqing pick up $2 haha he was as happy as a lark haha.So i told them about that time when i was primary 4 i picked up $100 they was like wah i spend the money at gameboy advance haha$125 mom gave the extra $25.Then talk about psp game blah blah blah.Went home shower then played maple haha too boring lao.Played till 4+.Then go fix my kyrios same thing still cannot fix that thing.Fixed the shield and gun haha tml will be the leg.Watched a chinese movie and transformer.Ate dinner at home while mom and dad went out to eat.Then played cpu mom is praying at 12+ so i am staying up with her.

ciao!

p.s. Alex request a long post frm me so this is it you got what you want my friend!Faster tell me the working schedule for both of u i want eat buffet!

New and upgraded!

2009-10-16T19:43:00.002+08:00

I start posting from today i think haha.As you see i said i will upgrade my blog hmm nice sunflower haha.Ok lets see what i did today...

1.watch movie at home

2.Edit blog for the whole morning+2h of afternoon

3.went to makan at boon lay

4.chat with hakim

5.going to swim with him at sunday

6.next week swimming carnival

7.played maple noticed i never get the chair so shag need to play again...

8.had dinner

9.blogging now

10.going to watch one movie!

11.going to eat buffet next week!

closing down

2009-09-25T20:29:00.002+08:00

I will not be blogging till after n level very lazy dun want waste time at her.Will be upgrading the whole blog after n level!

stupid guy

2009-09-22T21:16:00.002+08:00

Today went to malaysia.The malaysia new checkpoint was nice but ppl in there is not nice.Went to one counter say LEE YONG HAO which is freaking loud photo old change listening to his tone i think he really hate doing this job.I can suggest him to quit the fcuking job since he hates to communicate with people be a mute or somthing.Sis was also fed up by his attitude but dad support that loser.I have no idea why but he say give $10 see he shut up a not i dun really agree on that then i say why not give him one punch then he start scolding me blah blah blah which i totally ignore him dun want anything happen so i ignore him.Went to times square.Mom brought korean show as usual the one i want all dun have.I update too fast haha.Still very upset abt that i know the web which i can see the show but buff very slow...Went home at 4.JJ call me help him put song at his blog spend abt 30 min doing it.Had dinner at home noodles with crab i dislike it.OK i want do other thing lao ciao!

Live or die?

2009-09-20T19:52:00.001+08:00

Blog lifeless haha dunno want close down bo no ppl reading it active reader only 2-5 haha so little so comment or tag whether close down or continue...

found my blog song lyrics!

2009-09-18T21:37:00.001+08:00

Romanization:

Ah ma do geu gun sarang ee eut seul ggeu ya
Hwee mee ha gae ddeu oh reu nun gi uk ee
Ee jae ya geu ma um eul al ah beu reut nae
Geu dae noon ae bi chin na eu mo seub eul

Ah ma do geu gun saran ee eut sel ggeu ya
Dol ah bo myun ashee oon geu nal deul ee
Ja koo man ah peum eu ro nae gae chat ah wa
Ddeul lee neun ga seum na reul seul peu gae ha nae

* Cha ga oon nae maeum ae nam eum neu eu dweet mo seub
Yeol lin moon teum eu ro neu neun nae gae da ga ol geut gat ah
Han cham eul mung ha ni moon man bara boda
Achim haet sal ae noon eul ddeu go mal at nae

Sarang geu geut eun eut gal lin neu wa na eu si gan deul
Seu san han baram cheu rum ji na cheu gat nae
Saran geu geut eun al soo up neun neu eu geu lee oom
Nam ah it neun na eu gip eun mi ryung deul

*Repeat

Translation:

Probably it was love
The faint memory resurfacing
Finally I knew what his heart meant
The reflection of me in his eyes

Probably it was love
The days I miss as I look back
It hurts me as it comes back
My shaking heart…it makes me so sad

*In my cold heart your figure remains
Between the open doors I feel as if you will come to me
I looked at the door blankly for a long time
And ended up waking up in the morning

Love is the time of miss paths of you and I
And it went like the fast winds
Love is like your yearning and my deepest regrets

Ion!

2009-09-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

Today went to payed grandfather cuz 100 day lao.After that we went to grandmother house slack for a while then went boon lay it was raining like lalalal.They say this is good!Then went ion!Woots that place rox!The takoyaki there was superb!Bread there also nice!Went to the apple shop wanted to buy the earpiece but she say also no ppl buy i tml bring u go imm buy sian...Went to taka later.Got the mooncake thingy.Then went to makan.saw so many girls today haha.Will only 1 interest me haha.Also like my age or sec 3 or 2 lar i saw her during dinner so pretty haha!Took 175 express to jp and 193!ciao!

freedom vs justice!The clash of the friends

2009-09-16T13:50:00.002+08:00

Had geography paper today quite easy lar!Do until section b already want sleep so try my best for section b.Then went to mac. Again vs alex gundam seed!He lose me again!He used freedom while i use justice.Then round 2 was skygrasper aile pack[his] vs skygrasper luncher pack[mine] 1hit sjot him down in the end he quit game haha.See told u i did defeat u!Haha tml math paper 2 and chem hopefully math will be easy.Same goes to chem!Oh i brought a speedo google yesterday at jp haha nice nice! I like it!

Swim to the end!Max thrust!

2009-09-13T23:02:00.002+08:00

Today went to grandmother for whole day.Watch gundam seed,play badmintion with eunice keep saying she very pro haha.Run simulation for gundam seed game.Eunice came back with us cuz she want go swimming but she still got hydrophobia i keep telling her eh got 1 lifeguard at here leh scare for wat so she stick to the wall every 3-5 stop i wonder is that really call swimming haha.Swam 10 laps of freestyle too much ppl.Toilet was wet and dirty so went back home to shower lor.Then went bukit batoh eat.Tml no sch arranged tuition at 10.30 then maybe go pm eat or wat lar.TUesday got prelim math paper 1 and physics havent study yet T.T....

i need to chill.

2009-09-10T20:13:00.004+08:00

The ost is helping me to chill.Chilllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll.....OK lets re think what did i do

1.we are having dinner

2.Mom told him i dunno how to do the paper 1 compo also not my fault right.It is just the sch standard is too low.

3.Dad say next time sms dun use short form but it is all basic command words wat.

4.I was about to say no link but he started to shout at me.(this is where the part where my blood boils)

5.i threw the chop stick haha also dunno why.

6.I started shouting at him

7.I suggest to him why notgo learn english since u have so many suggestion.

8.he said if he wanted to learn he already will learn young.(seriously get a life.If really want to learn no matter how old are u,u will still learn)

9.Quickly ate finish my dinner then went back to use cpu

10.Heard dad say next time dun support him blah blah blah(like i give a damn dun support i go solo lor i am fine with it.)

11.Told zq what happen he chilled me with the words he say

.this is part of growing up febrin(OK this sounds true)

12.Open the Madeleine OST song to chill me down

13.Created a new post which is this

14.Talk to jj what happen.(which i started talking cock cuz chill lao)

He said this:tell yourself why you never study well earlier

I said:NO!
.I tell myself why am i born?

.That why i cry when my head pop out.(My grandmother told me Babies cry when they are born because they dont want to go through the suffering again)

15.So all the blame go to MOE for having such a lousy education system but give diffcult exam to enjoy seeing people failing everything.MOE ALL FAGS!GET A LIFE!( I think most ppl will agree!)

16.I am all chilled now freaking cold haha!

Once again i said this if i am going to be a dad never going to be like him never!

U are one fag!

2009-09-10T20:00:00.001+08:00

Fuck off dad seriously fuck off!Go do whatever thing u need to do!

Blah blah blah

2009-09-09T21:10:00.003+08:00

OK will start frm monday
-Monday-

Chinese paper 1 and 2!Paper was ok lar only the 15 choice diffcult overall i think i can pass it but not ace it.End of paper went to 905 eat i think it is the correct block lar.Oh ya the teacher kenneth chan he must get a life so proud.So what boxer huh!Suck it!

-Tuesday-

Chinese lc started 30 min late the classical music was nice the 30 min i was thinking about her am i crazy?Then the 5 hours break at first want go alex house slack one but his parents was at home so i make use of my mother excuse haha.JiaJin kenneth alex ziqing went my house to party haha.Watch H&G escape from G-bay.I thought them a new english haha.Want to know ask me by using msn haha!It is american english.SS screwed it too diffcult the source base wat kenya fuck them.

-Wed-

Alex came late did not take paper 1 shit lor poor guy...Fuck moe for giving student such a hard life!MOE get a life!English paper 1 no question to write.Paper 2 was all right.Summary can write alot did not write all the point scare later run out of words haha.Then went to 815 with the 6 man cell consist of Jiajin,alex,kenneth,kien chew,ziqing and lastly me!Ate chicken rice cost $2.50 cheap and nice fits me!Tml going to spend the whole day at grandmother house decided to study the geog then play cpu then blah blah blah blah...wth am i doing haha.Currently listening to eyeshield 21 song Be survivor!Too high haha!

Ciao!

words of encouragment!

2009-09-04T22:47:00.002+08:00

Today school was ok.Had math tuition he said my math had improved but it is not enough so i decided to call him come 2 times a week.Spended for like 30 min to searchmfor ss notes.Founded all going to start uploading them into my brain tml.I wonder will i go swimming with mom for work out?zi qing asked me want to study ss together with quacker bo,usually i will say yes but this time i must go solo!Thank you vivian for encouraging me last but not least jun jie and mr ong haha.I posted this using n 97 haha when u really know how to use it is really good!

I see the road now i just know what i need now!

2009-09-03T20:35:00.005+08:00

Best class photo so far also the best class!

Ok quick post today jj keep calling go study.Very stress lately.1st time leh.Keep losing sleep every night.Hmm Mr lian bo come played psp alex and kien chew one haha.Played gundam seed alex damn noob haha ALEX U READ THIS U ARE NOOB AT GUNDAM!School was ok lar!Met the mdm ye after school.I was a failure...I wrote wrong T.T.Yes today last time going to the chinese tuition woho.Going to read geog or maybe do some math lar dunno lar haha ok!

Oh i dreamt of having a math exam yesterday damn it lor!I dunno how to do the question haha then my mom woke me up!Oi 6.05 lao go shower hahah!I will pass math no matter what!

Buffet king!

2009-09-01T21:14:00.002+08:00

Beautiful memories!

Hmm did some math and studyed ss.Then play cpu.Went to eat buffet.Had fun haha!Ate a lot haha.After n level then we get more ppl then go eat buffet haha!MOre the merrier haha!

I aint stupid!

2009-08-31T20:33:00.003+08:00

Today was teachers day eve haha.Wish all teacher happy teacher day especially Mdm rozana,Mr chong and ong zi xian!3 teacher that bring me joy.So the concert was boring only the 4e1 perform excite me haha.In the end saw the boys at bus stop disturb them buy saying nobody nobody but they all say shut up lar hahah.Oh i picked up the litter when mr singh call 4a4 to pick up all useless fools...Then went to chinese tuition sux lor fucking bitch call me stupid.Last lesson and thats it no more!Free!Never going back there!Hope so...

childhood memories!

2009-08-30T21:18:00.003+08:00

Had some flashback of child hood memory today haha.I remember i naughty i am.K1 i drew my friend shirt with colour pencil while we were listening to the teacher teaching haha.His back was like rainbow hahah!I wonder why he dunno why i draw at his back haha too pro lao.Then i was scolded badly by my mom i got back home and she canned me like fuck!Then primary 1 i almost fight everyday!The chairman fight with me lose call ppl come and all just lose haha cuz i got water bottle i use it like a mace swing around in the end the last day of primary 1 one guy call kenneth pour sweet drinks one me then i was like crying then gilbert so call bro hahah no contact now but that guy quite cocky lar he bring me to the toliet then at the hand dryer there dry me hahah then i was like crying hahah.Then we walked to the office to get one fresh set of uniform haha we found one chess set then i stop crying then i said eh want bo we can play together then i go get it haha it is still at my toys drawer i think so hahah.In the end kenneth was scolded by miss lye (my form teacher)He lended money from a girl to make revenge on me hahah so noob.

just look at it!

Lets start with to now.Did math and chinese.Chinese i dunno how to do the compre so diffcult dunno what the hell they talking.Wat rock then fill the water bottle with rocks,sand water what is the moral of the story then the question so alien.Gave put tml going to ask my friends.Hmm went to IMM today han yi got go haha long time never follow us go out lao haha.Ate subway melt ya if not wrong quite nice haha.Went to giant then to the seafood saw the fish so not fresh!Dare eunice to touch the squid haha she did not touch hahah.Did not go dinner stayed at home study.Sian tml need to watch the nutcrew dance so sux just a bunch of show off all die can?